The story is told of an innocent man who was accused of killing someone, and was on trial for murder. The man was innocent, but the case against him was strong, and his brother was afraid heβd be convicted. So he decided to bribe a seemingly slow-witted man serving on the jury, offering him $10,000 to convince the other jurors that his brother was guilty of manslaughter instead of murder. Well, it worked, and as he paid the slow-witted man the money, he asked him if it had been difficult to convince the other jurors. βIt sure was,β he replied, βthey all thought he was innocent and wanted to let him go!β
As you may know, the Epistle of Titus was written by a killer named Saul of Tarsus, who not only got saved and quit killing people, he became a servant of God and an apostle of Christ:
βPaul, a servant of God, and an apostle of Jesus Christ, according to the faith of Godβs elect, and the acknowledging of the truth which is after godlinessβ (Titus 1:1).
The first thing we notice about this reformed killer is that after he got saved he preferred to be calledΒ Paul.Β But Saul didnβt changeΒ hisΒ name to try to escape his past. He couldnβt have done so if he had tried. You see, he was the most notorious persecutor of the followers of the Lord Jesus Christ of his day! But if he wasnβt trying to hide from his past, why did he start going by a new name?
Well, βSaulβ was aΒ JewishΒ name. He was named after Israelβs first king. But when he got saved, the Lord told him, βI will send thee far henceΒ unto the GentilesβΒ (Acts 22:21). So Saul began to go by his Gentile name (Acts 13:9) to reflect how God hadΒ sent himΒ to the Gentiles.
You know, it wouldnβt hurt all of us to examine ourselves to see if everything in our lives reflects the fact thatΒ weΒ have been sent by Christβnot to be His apostles, but to beΒ His ambassadorsΒ (II Cor. 5:20). Thereβs probably no reason to change your name now that youβre saved, but some changes in yourΒ conductΒ might be in order if an examination of your life shows that you could be a little moreΒ godly, a little moreΒ kind, or a little moreΒ patientΒ with others. Things like that will always reflect well on the One who saved us by His blood, and then sent us forth to represent Him.
Is this something you should pray about? If so, thereβs no time like the present to talk to God about your desire to represent the Lord in a way that will bring more honor to Him. source