βHolding faith, and a good conscience, which some having put away concerning faith have made shipwreckβ (I TimothyΒ 1:19).
Those who teach that salvation can be lost use this verse to say that unless we maintain a tight grip on the faith that saved us, we will make shipwreck of the faith and lose our eternal life. But when we compare Paulβs use of the wordΒ holdΒ here to how he told Titus to be βholding fastΒ the faithful wordβΒ (Titus 1:9), we understand βthe faithβ here to refer toΒ the body of truth committed to the Apostle Paul.Β The context here is not salvation, it is warring a good warfare (I Tim.Β 1:18) against men who teach false doctrine (I Tim.Β 1:20). The way to war a good warfare in the dispensation of grace is, as Paul later told Timothy, to βhold fastΒ the form of sound words, which thou hast heard of meβ (II Tim.Β 1:13).
We must maintain this tight grip on Pauline truth in βgood conscience.β People say to βlet your conscience be your guide,β but Paul βlived in all good conscienceβ (Acts 23:1)Β from his forefathersΒ (II Tim. 1:3). That means that even while persecuting Godβs people βunto the deathβ as Saul of Tarsus, his conscience was clear! Thatβs because he βdid itΒ ignorantlyβ (I Tim.Β 1:13). That is, he didnβtΒ knowΒ he was persecuting Godβs people. He thought His people were heretics and that he was serving God in killing them (John 16:2). Does that tell you howΒ dangerousΒ it is to let your conscience be your guide? A conscience is only good if the light of Godβs truth is shining on it!
A conscience is like a sundial in that respect. A sundial only gives the correct time when the right light is shining on it. If you check a sundial under the light of the moon, you are going to get a faulty reading. And if you go out at night with a flashlight,Β you can make it any time you like.Β The terrorists who flew those planes into the Twin Towers did so in all good conscience. People are born with a conscience that tells them that murder like that is wrong, but a conscience can βseared with a hot ironβ by βdoctrines of devilsβ (I Tim. 4:1,2). When that happens, people become βpast feelingβ (Eph.Β 4:19), and no longer feel the pricks of a conscience enlightened by Godβs Word.
Many people say that doctrine isnβt important, but the people killed by Saul of Tarsus know better, as do the victims of 9/11. The mistakes you make in life may be nowhere near as heinous, but unless your conscience is enlightened by βthe faithβ committed to the Apostle Paul, the light from some other source will cause your conscience to give a faulty reading, and you wonβt be able to βwar a good warfareβ for the Lord in the dispensation of grace.
Some in Paulβs day had βput awayβ the faith, a Bible phrase forΒ divorceΒ (Mt.Β 5:31). But God has given us the body of Pauline truth to have and to hold. Letβs hold it for better or for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health, till death do us part. source